Waiting for yew kuan to come, have lunch.

Have 15 minutes to write what I want to write.

Now, 2 years of uni life over. In short:

1st Sem:
Stuck in start business mentality.

2nd Sem:
Still stuck in start business mentality. Ended my first year with disasterous results.

3rd Sem:
Purchased $3,000K worth of courses, still stuck in start business mentality. Start to realize I am not gaining anything from success university and Roger’s team, maybe because I don’t like the mechanism of MLM and Roger’s mentality of recruiting just to build up the ranks. I always believe that product and service is the core behind any business, and I’m not actually very enthusiastic about SU’s products.

End of sem signed up and went for vietnam trip. Experienced for the first time the culture of NBS. Have fun, fun, fun. Dynamic people, always yearning to experience something new. Meet lots of new friends, powerful, dynamic, hip, funny, smart.

Realized the level of maturity of the people there, especially the confidence of the guys who are attached. After the trip, came back and realized how screwed up I have been.

Messing up my mind with problems I don’t have to bother. Why should I give a damn to Mei Choo and Chin Tin’s quarrels? Why the hell did I take up the mantle of “freeing” my parents from their current suffering when they themselves are the problem in the first place?

Stupid, selfish old man who doesn’t give anything a damn other than himself, his cameras and his singing. Doesn’t even give his wife space to sleep even when his son offers him his room instead.

Stubborn, tantrum throwing old woman who must have everything done to her liking, and not giving a damn about what other people think or if they have the time. Give people that fucking stares, slamming everything she touches, sucking away the happiness of everyone in the household.